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What Is Mine to Do

What Is Mine to Do

 

 

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The Hardest Part in the Serenity Prayer

I brought the question to him one day because it had been troubling me for a long time. “There’s something about the Serenity Prayer I don’t fully understand,” I said. He looked up, interested. “What is it?”

“I think most people focus on the first two parts,” I replied. “The serenity to accept what cannot be changed and the courage to change what can be changed. But the part that seems most difficult to me is the last one: the wisdom to know the difference. How do we actually know? How do we decide whether something is within our control?”

He smiled. “That is probably the hardest part.” For a moment, he remained silent, then continued. “The difficulty is that we are not always objective when evaluating situations.”

“What do you mean?”

“Our emotional state shapes how we perceive our ability to influence things,” he said. “When we feel strong, confident, and empowered, we often overestimate our control. We think we can fix everything, change people, solve every problem, and overcome every obstacle. And when we feel weak, we do the opposite. We underestimate our ability and convince ourselves that nothing can be changed, even things that are actually within our reach.”

I laughed. “Sometimes we think we control everything, and other times we think we control nothing.”

“Exactly,” he said, leaning forward slightly. “Let’s start with something simple. There are certain things that are directly within your control.”

“Such as?”

“Your thoughts. Your responses. Your decisions. Your actions. Your words. Your effort.”

“That sounds obvious.”

“It sounds obvious,” he replied, “but most people spend surprisingly little time focusing on these things.” He paused. “Now let’s talk about something else. Other people.”

I smiled. “That’s where life gets complicated.”

He laughed. “Yes. That’s where confusion usually begins. People often assume they have more control over others than they actually do.” He paused, then offered an example. “Children. Parents often believe they control their children. But do they really?”

“At least while the children are young,” I said.

“Not exactly,” he replied. “What they control are actions. A child eats because the parent insists. Sleeps because the parent decides. Follows rules because consequences exist. But that is only control of behavior, not of thoughts.” He let that sentence sit for a moment. “Think about it. Even when your child was five years old, you could not control what he believed, what he felt, or what he thought. You could influence those things, but you could never directly control them.”

I sat with that quietly, because it was true. He went on. “As children grow older, this reality becomes more obvious. Suddenly they disagree. They make their own choices. They form their own opinions. And parents become frustrated, because it feels to them as though something has changed, as though the child who once listened without question has somehow slipped out of their hands.” He paused, choosing his words carefully. “But nothing has actually changed. The disagreement, the independence, the private opinions, all of it was there long before it became visible. A small child does not lack a will of his own. He only lacks the strength, the words, and the confidence to make that will known. What grows with age is not the child’s independence. It is only the ability to express what was always there. So, when a parent senses that something has shifted, they are usually right that something looks different. But the underlying truth has not changed at all. It has simply come into view, the way a shape becomes visible once the fog around it clears.” He let that settle for a moment before finishing his thought. “That is when parents discover something that was always true. They were influencing all along, not controlling.”

I thought about several relationships in my life. “Then much of our frustration comes from confusing influence with control.”

He nodded. “A great deal of it.” Then he said something that changed how I thought about responsibility. “Your real circle of control is quite small.”

“That sounds discouraging.”

“It only sounds discouraging because you believe control creates power.”

“Doesn’t it?”

“Not necessarily. You control yourself. Your thoughts, responses, and decisions. Everything else is influence.”

“That’s it?”

“That’s already a lot,” he said. “It will feel like a lot once you start using it.”

He drew an imaginary circle with his hand. “Most people spend their lives in the outer circle—the circle of concerns—what people think, what other people should do, what the economy should do, and what family members should do.”

I laughed. “That sounds familiar.”

“It sounds familiar because that’s where most of us live.” He drew a smaller circle inside the larger one. “But when you focus on what you actually control—your actions, your habits, your responses—something interesting happens. Your influence grows.”

That seemed backward to me. “If my circle of control is smaller, why would my influence be larger?”

He smiled. “People are influenced by character. Think about the people who have influenced you most. Were they constantly trying to control you?”

“No,” I said, and I thought immediately of several names.

“What made them influential, then?”

I thought for a moment. “Their integrity. Their consistency. Their example.”

“Exactly. The more responsibility you take for your conduct, the more credible you become, and credibility creates influence. The irony is that people who spend all their time trying to control others usually lose influence, while those who focus on controlling themselves often gain it.”

For a moment, neither of us spoke. Then I asked another question. “How do I know whether something belongs in my circle of control or my circle of influence?”

He smiled. “Ask yourself a simple question. Can I directly decide this? If the answer is yes, it belongs in your circle of control. If the answer is no, it belongs at best in your circle of influence.”

“That sounds simple.”

“It is simple.”

“Then why is it so difficult?”

He smiled again. “Because, emotionally, we don’t like the answer.” We both laughed. “Think about it,” he continued. “You want someone to appreciate you. Can you make them appreciate you directly?”

“No. I can only influence them.”

“You want your child to make wise choices. Can you make those choices for them?”

“No. I can only guide.”

“Exactly.” He grew thoughtful. “Much of our anxiety stems from trying to carry responsibilities that do not belong to us. We want certainty. We want guarantees. We want complete control over outcomes. We want people to respond exactly as we hope. But life doesn’t work that way.”

“No,” I said quietly. “It doesn’t.”

He nodded. “We are responsible for effort, not outcomes.” That line reminded me of so many spiritual teachings I had encountered over the years. “God never gave us control over everything,” he continued. “He gave us responsibility.” The distinction felt profound, and I sat with it for a while.

As our conversation ended, I found myself thinking again about the Serenity Prayer. For years, I had assumed that serenity and courage were the difficult parts. Now I understood why wisdom sits between them, because without it, we try to change what cannot be changed or surrender what should be changed. Perhaps wisdom begins when we stop asking how to control this situation and start asking instead what is mine to do here. That question quietly returns us to reality.

My thoughts are mine. My actions are mine. My responses are mine. My effort is mine. Other people are not. Outcomes are not. The future is not. Strangely, the clearer we see those boundaries, the lighter life becomes. Not because problems disappear, but because we stop carrying burdens that were never ours to begin with.

 

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On Falling and Beginning Again

On Falling and Beginning Again

 

 

 

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“I keep failing at it,” I told him quietly, and there was real frustration in my voice. Not because I did not know what to do. I already knew. The doctor had explained it clearly; the routine was clear; the exercises were clear, and yet some days I still couldn’t stay consistent. Some days I felt tired. Some days I felt emotionally defeated. Some days the mind simply said: leave it; you can’t keep doing this forever. What’s the point? And after missing the routine a few times, another feeling would appear. First helplessness, then sadness, then guilt, and eventually a dangerous thought: maybe I just cannot do this.

He listened carefully and then said something that completely changed how I viewed the struggle. “As soon as awareness returns,” he said, “return to the process.” That was it. No dramatic speech, no demand for perfection. Just return.

At first, the simplicity of it almost disappointed me, because I wanted a permanent solution, a technique that would make consistency effortless, a mindset that would eliminate resistance forever. But he was describing something much more realistic. Not perfection. Practice.

He explained that the mind drifting away is not the real problem. The real problem is what happens after drifting away. Many people miss a routine once and emotionally conclude that they have failed, and then the guilt itself becomes heavier than the original task ever was. I have seen this happen repeatedly in my own life. Miss one day of exercise, and suddenly the mind says the whole routine is broken now. Miss a few days of journaling, and suddenly you stop completely. Delay one difficult conversation, and emotional distance grows for months. It is rarely the first fall that destroys consistency. It is the hopelessness that follows the fall.

He emphasized something extremely important. “Thoughts are thoughts,” he said. “The process is what you control.” That distinction changed everything for me, because many of us spend our lives trying to control what appears in the mind: fear, resistance, laziness, hopelessness, negative thoughts of every kind. But thoughts often emerge automatically, whether we invite them or not. The real question is what we do once we notice them.

He explained that whenever the mind becomes absorbed in worry or helplessness, we must gently bring it back to the process, not to emotional drama, not to catastrophic thinking, but simply back to the question of what is the next thing I need to do right now. That is all. I realized how often I had been trying to solve life’s problems emotionally rather than practically. I wanted to feel motivated before acting. But he was teaching something different: act first, return first, practice first, and let the feelings follow later, in their own time.

He encouraged involving supportive people around us. “Tell them to remind you,” he said, and he did not mean politely or delicately. He meant honestly. “If I start speaking helplessly, tell me directly that I still have to continue.” That idea struck me deeply, because growth is difficult in isolation. The mind can get trapped in its own emotional narrative, but sometimes another person can interrupt that narrative and remind us of who we were trying to become.

I remembered an elderly relative recovering after surgery. The physiotherapy exercises were painful, and every movement felt exhausting. Some days she would say, “I can’t do this anymore.” But her daughter would gently reply, “You have to.” Not harshly. Lovingly, but firmly. And day after day, that encouragement mattered, because often people don’t need someone to remove the struggle. They need someone to help them return to the process.

He then described something I found profoundly important: internalization. At first, knowledge exists only intellectually. You understand something, you agree with it, you even admire it, but it is still external. Real transformation begins when repeated practice slowly turns knowledge into character. That process is slow, painfully slow sometimes. You remind yourself repeatedly. You fail repeatedly. You return repeatedly. Until one day, something that once required enormous effort begins feeling more natural, not because you magically transformed overnight, but because repetition reshaped you.

I thought about learning to pray consistently as a young boy. At first, it required constant reminders. Then slowly, through repetition, it became part of my identity, until missing it started feeling unusual rather than performing it feeling difficult. That is internalization.

He explained that many people misunderstand self-improvement. They think change happens through one powerful resolution, one emotional breakthrough, one perfect moment of motivation. But real growth usually happens differently: quietly, repeatedly, through returning. He described how people often make strong resolutions and then fall again, and because they fall, they conclude the effort was meaningless. But he challenged that entirely. “Fall,” he said, “then stand again.” Because perhaps growth is not measured by never collapsing. Perhaps it is measured by how many times a person returns.

Then he said something deeply balanced. “Be strict about correcting the mistake,” he said, “but compassionate about the fact that mistakes happen.” That distinction is incredibly important, because many people confuse self-compassion with permissiveness, or they confuse discipline with self-hatred. But he was describing a healthier balance: don’t justify the mistake, correct it, and don’t become cruel to yourself simply because you are human.

I once met someone recovering from a long emotional burnout. Every time they missed their routine, they attacked themselves internally. You are hopeless, they would think. You never stay consistent. You ruin everything. And strangely, that harshness made consistency even harder, because shame drains energy rather than restoring it. Eventually, they changed their approach. When they slipped, they stopped dramatizing the fall. Instead, they simply returned, quietly, without emotional collapse. And over time, that gentler persistence proved far more sustainable than the harsh version ever had.

That is perhaps one of the hardest lessons in growth. Improvement is rarely linear. There are advances, setbacks, resistance, fatigue. And yet, transformation still happens if you keep returning.

I loved something else he said. “Think of it as something you will keep doing for life.” That single reframing completely changes the emotional relationship with growth, because many people unconsciously expect instant results. After three days of effort, they want certainty. After one week of consistency, they expect permanent change. But human development does not work like that. The body changes slowly. The mind changes slowly. Habits change slowly. Character changes slowly. And strangely, accepting that slowness often makes persistence easier, because now every imperfect effort still counts. Every return still matters.

I began noticing this in my own life afterward. The people who truly grow are not always the most naturally disciplined people. Often, they are simply the people who keep returning, after failure, after fatigue, after distraction, after discouragement. They return, again and again, without needing the return itself to be dramatic.

In the end, what he offered was not merely advice about habits or health. It was a completely different philosophy of growth. You are not destroyed by falling. You are destroyed when you stop returning. And perhaps real strength is not found in flawless consistency. Perhaps it is found in the humility to begin again, as many times as necessary.

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Loose Ends

Loose Ends

 

 

 

 

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A mug sat on my desk that I had been meaning to deal with for two days. I finally gestured at it, half-embarrassed, and said, “It’s just a cup.”

He smiled, the kind of smile that told me he had heard that exact sentence in a hundred different forms before. Because it is rarely just a cup. It is usually something quieter and more familiar than that. I’ll reply later. I’ll organize it tomorrow. I’ll clean it afterward. I’ll deal with it when I have more time. And somehow, without any single dramatic decision, life quietly fills with unfinished things.

He had a word for these things that I liked better than any other I had tried. Not errands, because an errand implies you have to leave the house, go somewhere, complete some transaction out in the world—and most of what sits unfinished around us never asks that much of us. Not trivialities either, since that word suggests they don’t matter, and the whole point was that they do. He called them loose ends: small threads left dangling, none of them dramatic on their own, each one quietly refusing to let the moment close.

He told me a very ordinary story to explain what he meant. He had walked into his room one morning and noticed a coffee cup still sitting there from the day before. After a meeting the previous afternoon, he had rushed outside and simply left it behind, forgotten in the rush of the day. The next morning, he looked at it and had the familiar thought everyone has in that moment: I’ll do it later. But then another thought appeared right behind the first one. How long would this actually take? A minute? Two minutes, perhaps, or even less? So he picked it up, carried it to the kitchen, rinsed it, and came back to his room. Simple. Almost insignificant. And yet he used that tiny, unremarkable moment to explain something surprisingly profound about how we live.

“We postpone many things unnecessarily,” he said.

At first, it sounded obvious, even a little too simple to be worth dwelling on. But the more I reflected on it, the more I realized how much of life quietly collapses under the weight of small delays. Not dramatic failures. Small postponements, one after another. One unread email becomes twenty. One unwashed cup becomes a cluttered room. One delayed conversation becomes emotional distance. One postponed task becomes chronic stress. And strangely, the task itself is often not the heaviest part of the burden. The mental weight of carrying it around is.

That was the first thing I began noticing after our conversation. Unfinished things occupy psychological space in a way that has nothing to do with their actual size. Even when we are not consciously thinking about them, they sit quietly in the background of our minds, a kind of invisible noise we have simply learned to live with.

He explained that many small tasks should simply be done immediately, not because they are morally profound in themselves, but because delaying them often costs more mental energy than completing them ever would. That sentence changed how I saw procrastination entirely. Because procrastination, I realized, is not really about time. It is about emotional friction, about the small resistance we feel toward a task and the relief we imagine we’ll get from avoiding it.

I decided to test this idea myself. One afternoon, I noticed several tiny tasks accumulating around me almost without my noticing. A message I needed to send, a document to file, a shirt lying on a chair, a book left open on the table. Individually, none of them mattered much at all. But together, they created a strange feeling of heaviness in the room, even though the room itself wasn’t particularly chaotic. My mind was simply slightly unsettled, the way a low hum in the background can unsettle you without you quite knowing why.

So, I tried something different. Instead of planning when I would deal with them later, I simply handled them immediately, one by one–a minute here, thirty seconds there. Within ten minutes, everything was clear. What surprised me wasn’t the physical result, which was modest enough. It was the emotional effect. I felt lighter, in a way that seemed disproportionate to what I had actually done.

That is when I understood what he was really pointing toward. Small acts of order create psychological clarity that has little to do with the task’s size. We often imagine discipline as something dramatic: waking up at four in the morning, following perfect routines, maintaining extraordinary productivity day after day. But many times, discipline begins somewhere far less glamorous than that. It begins with the cup. With the message. With the small unfinished thing sitting right in front of you, waiting.

He explained that postponement easily becomes a habit, and habits rarely stay confined to one area of life. A person who regularly delays small things slowly trains their own mind toward avoidance. The brain begins associating discomfort–even the tiniest, most trivial discomfort–with the act of postponing, and eventually that pattern spreads into larger responsibilities as well.

I remembered something from my own student years as he said this. Whenever I delayed organizing my study materials, the actual studying became emotionally harder, and not because the subject itself was difficult or impossible. It was because disorder creates its own resistance. The mind quietly feels overwhelmed by accumulation, even accumulation that has nothing directly to do with the task at hand, and once that overwhelm begins, avoidance follows naturally behind it. That is why small unfinished things matter more than they appear to on the surface. Not because the objects themselves are important, but because the patterns they create are.

He wasn’t advocating for obsessive perfectionism, and that distinction mattered to him. This was not about becoming rigid or neurotic over every tiny detail of life. It was about reducing unnecessary delay wherever immediate action is genuinely possible. He suggested there is something psychologically powerful in simply telling yourself: if this takes one minute, I will do it now. That principle interrupts procrastination before it can expand into something larger.

I began applying it in surprisingly small ways: putting things back immediately, answering simple messages without unnecessary delay, washing dishes right after using them, filing papers before they had the chance to pile up. Tiny actions, each one almost too small to notice on its own. But together they changed the emotional atmosphere of my days in a way I hadn’t expected.

I noticed something else too. Immediate action creates its own momentum. Once the mind begins moving, larger tasks start to feel easier, almost as if they are being carried along by the same motion. But delay creates stagnation instead, and stagnation has a way of spreading quietly into everything around it.

Postponement also offers a hidden emotional comfort worth naming honestly. When we delay something, we temporarily escape the discomfort of doing it, and that escape can feel like real relief in the moment. But that relief is deceptive, because the task does not actually disappear. It remains psychologically present, waiting for us, and we end up paying for that borrowed comfort later, usually with interest.

He had pointed to this gently, without ever reaching for complicated language. Sometimes, what exhausts us is not the work itself. It is the constant mental negotiation that surrounds unfinished work–the small argument we have with ourselves every time we walk past the thing we haven’t done yet.

I once met someone who described feeling perpetually overwhelmed, as though their life were simply too much to manage. But when we looked closely together, many of the stressful things in their life turned out to be small, unresolved tasks that had quietly accumulated over time: bills left unattended, emails unanswered, conversations postponed, objects left unfinished around the house. Nothing catastrophic on its own. But together, these small things created a kind of continuous cognitive pressure that felt, from the inside, indistinguishable from a much larger crisis.

That is when I realized something important. Peace is often built through small completions rather than through dramatic transformations. Not through a single sweeping change to how we live, but through the quiet accumulation of small things finished rather than left hanging.

This also has a spiritual dimension, one that felt important even though he never made it sound heavy-handed. Attentiveness matters. Care matters, even when it is directed at something as small as a cup or a message. The way a person handles their small responsibilities shapes the inner self in ways that are easy to overlook. Someone who consistently honors small responsibilities is quietly training reliability, presence, discipline, and a kind of respect for reality itself–for the fact that things are actually there, actually waiting, actually asking to be dealt with. And perhaps that is why seemingly insignificant actions can shape character far more than we tend to realize. A life rarely falls apart all at once. It slowly drifts through repeated postponements, each one small enough to seem harmless. And it slowly regains its order the same way, through repeated small acts of responsibility that seem almost too modest to matter.

Now, whenever I catch myself thinking I’ll do it later, I pause and ask a different question instead: how long would this actually take right now? And surprisingly often, the honest answer is less than a minute. So, I do it. Not because the task itself is monumental, but because I no longer want my life to be quietly governed by avoidable delay.

Because sometimes the heaviest burdens in life are not the big problems we can point to and name. They are the hundreds of loose ends we keep carrying from one moment into the next, each one small enough to ignore, all of them together heavy enough to notice.

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On Sustainable Discipline

On Sustainable Discipline

 

 

 

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“I start well,” I told him. “But I don’t continue.”

I remember the exact moment I said this, sitting in that quiet room, feeling oddly exposed by my own honesty. He nodded slowly, as if the sentence contained something much deeper than simple inconsistency. It was not judgment, but recognition.

“I exercise for a few days,” I continued, the words coming more easily now. “Or I begin reading seriously, diving into books with genuine enthusiasm. But when the moment comes again–the actual moment when I have to get up and do it–I choose something easier. I scroll, or rest, or postpone, instead.”

He smiled slightly, not with amusement, but with understanding. “That,” he said simply, “is how the human mind naturally works.”

I remember feeling strangely relieved by those words. Because for years—maybe even my whole life—I had interpreted this pattern as proof of personal weakness. As some kind of character flaw. A sign that I lacked discipline, or willpower, or whatever mysterious quality made other people stick to their commitments. But he was suggesting something else entirely—not weakness, but human inclination; not moral failure, but the way our neurology is wired.

The mind prefers ease, not because it is evil or lazy, but because ease requires less resistance. When you have a choice between effort and comfort, the brain instinctively leans toward comfort. That is not a personal failing. That is how we are built.

Think about your own week. You genuinely value exercise, you know it matters, you feel better after doing it, and yet you choose scrolling instead. You sincerely want to read that book you’ve been excited about, and yet you end up watching random videos. You deeply admire people who maintain consistent discipline, who show up day after day to their craft, and yet you postpone your own action. The problem is not always a lack of intention. Often, ease is simply more immediately rewarding. Your brain is not broken. It is just doing what brains do.

That realization alone changed something in how I approached my own resistance. But what he said next changed everything.

“Combine meaningful things,” he said.

At first, it sounded too simple. Almost dismissive. Like he was offering me a productivity hack from the internet, the kind of advice that sounds clever in headlines but doesn’t survive real life. But the more he explained, the more profound it became.

“If you enjoy listening to podcasts,” he said, “combine them with walking.”

I nodded, but it took a moment for the full weight of that suggestion to settle in. Because now the walk is no longer just exercise. It is not merely “getting steps in,” burning calories, or checking a box. It becomes something richer. Learning plus movement. Growth plus health. Reflection plus physical activity. The resistance to walking decreases not because you suddenly became more disciplined, but because walking now connects to something you already value.

He explained how this principle extends to almost every area of life. If connection matters to you and if relationships nourish you in a way nothing else quite does, combine walking with conversations. You could walk with your spouse, your children, or a close friend. Now exercise is no longer an isolated effort happening in solitude. It becomes relationship-building. It becomes quality time. The thing you were avoiding suddenly becomes the thing you want to do.

If spirituality grounds you, walk while listening to Qur’an recitation. If learning excites you, walk while listening to a course on history, science, or philosophy. If nature restores you, walk in a place that matters to you. The walk itself does not change. Your relationship to the walk transforms completely.

I remember a specific time in my own life when I struggled enormously to maintain regular walks. Every evening, I would stand in my home and think: I should go. It’s important. I need this for my health. Walking will help me think clearly. It was all logical, rational, and absolutely true, and yet many evenings would pass without movement. Not because walking was physically impossible–my legs worked fine; I had the time. But because it felt emotionally empty. I was walking alone, for the sake of walking, with no companion and no purpose beyond “exercise.” My mind resisted with every fiber.

Then one day, something shifted. I began listening to Qur’an recitation as I walked. I cannot explain the transformation any other way: everything changed. Suddenly, I started looking forward to the walk. Not because walking itself had become magical–the physical act was still the same–but because two meaningful experiences had merged into one. Now I was not simply exercising. I was reflecting spiritually while moving my body. Growth, devotion, and physical health were happening simultaneously. The resistance did not disappear, but it became so much lighter.

That is what he was trying to explain, and what I finally understood. People sustain habits more easily when they connect to meaning, enjoyment, or emotional nourishment. Pure force rarely lasts beyond a few weeks, maybe a few months if you are extraordinarily stubborn. But integration–weaving a necessary habit into something you already love–does. It becomes part of your life instead of something imposed upon it.

He then shifted toward another important problem, one that I suspect you know intimately: overwhelm.

“We overwhelm ourselves,” he said, “by trying to carry the entire future at once.”

That sentence described me perfectly. It still does sometimes. I would look at a five-year goal–becoming knowledgeable in a field, building a business, transforming my health, deepening relationships–and something in me would emotionally try to complete all five years in a single evening. The result was exhaustion before beginning, paralysis before action. I would create elaborate plans, commit myself to impossible standards, and then collapse under the weight of expectations I had imposed on myself.

He encouraged something much simpler. “Break it down,” he said. “A long-term vision is important. But today only requires today’s step. Not the entire mountain. Just the next movement.”

I thought of someone I once knew. A person who had neglected their health for years and finally decided to change. At first, they created a massive plan, convinced that only a radical overhaul could work. They committed to a strict diet, daily intense exercise, a perfect sleep routine, no sugar, no distractions, no shortcuts. They wrote it all down, committed themselves completely, and started with tremendous determination.

The plan lasted four days, and then everything collapsed. Not because they lacked willpower, but because the system was designed for a superhuman version of themselves, not the person actually trying to live. The gap between the plan and reality was too wide.

Later, they tried differently. Instead of transformation, they chose tiny adjustments. Ten-minute walks instead of an hour at the gym. Small food changes: adding vegetables rather than eliminating entire food groups. Gradual consistency instead of radical overhaul. No restrictions so severe they felt like punishment. And surprisingly, that slower path became sustainable in a way the grand plan never could.

Why? Because lifestyle changes succeed when they become livable–not merely impressive or Instagram-worthy, but genuinely livable in the texture of real life. The kind of change that fits into actual human existence, with its tiredness and its competing demands and its moments of weakness.

He emphasized something else that I had never considered deeply before, something that shifted the entire emotional tone of self-improvement for me.

“Healthy living should not feel like punishment,” he said.

Listen to that for a moment. Because many people approach growth with hostility toward themselves. They view their own nature as the enemy. Every habit becomes pressure, every routine becomes guilt-driven, and every failure becomes self-condemnation and shame. The entire project of self-improvement becomes a war against the self. No wonder the mind resists. It is exhausting to fight yourself. But what if discipline was approached differently? Not as punishment, but as care. Not as temporary suffering you must endure to earn the right to rest, but as a sustainable way of living that actually serves your well-being.

He used the word “lifestyle” repeatedly. And slowly, I realized how important that word truly is. Targets end, but lifestyle continues. If exercise is merely a “goal”–something with an endpoint–then motivation fades after the goal is reached, or is abandoned in disappointment. You run a marathon and wonder what the point is. You lose 20 pounds and slide back. You finish a course and forget what you learned. Motivation is fleeting when it is disconnected from identity.

But if health becomes part of your identity and lifestyle, the relationship changes completely. That shift matters enormously. Because temporary motivation is unreliable. It comes and goes with circumstances, moods, and how you slept last night. Systems matter more than moods, and lifestyle matters more than motivation. When you stop trying to motivate yourself and instead build a life where good actions fit naturally, everything becomes different.

He also warned against approaching life as one giant burden. “The mind becomes discouraged,” he said, “when everything feels massive.” So he suggested breaking things into manageable layers. A five-year target gives you the vision of who you want to become. A monthly target shows you what you want to accomplish this month specifically. A daily step is what you will do today, right now, with the hour you have in front of you.

This creates movement without emotional overwhelm. You are not trying to become someone else entirely. You are just taking one small step forward, then another, then another, building momentum through repetition rather than intensity.

I noticed something remarkable after applying this consciously. Resistance decreases dramatically when the next step feels small enough. Reading one page feels easier than “becoming knowledgeable,” walking for ten minutes feels easier than “transforming my health,” and spending fifteen minutes learning feels easier than “becoming an expert.” When the steps feel this manageable, the mind stops panicking, the overwhelm dissipates, and movement begins.

Another subtle insight was hidden in everything he said, one I didn’t notice at first: The goal is not merely productivity, not efficiency or accomplishment or checking boxes. The goal is a meaningful and enjoyable rhythm of life. That distinction matters profoundly. Because I have known many people who became efficient but miserable. They were disciplined but emotionally exhausted, structured and organized yet somehow lifeless. They optimized their time and lost their joy.

He was describing something healthier. Something richer. A way of living where growth feels integrated into life instead of constantly fighting against it. Where beneficial habits are connected to joy, meaning, relationships, spirituality, or curiosity–not disconnected from these things and imposed over them. Where discipline becomes lighter because life itself becomes more coherent.

I began experimenting with this consciously and deliberately, seeing what would happen if I treated it as a real question: How can I weave good habits into the life I actually want to live?

I could listen to audiobooks during walks, have meaningful conversations during drives, and weave learning into routine tasks. Not multitasking frantically. That is something entirely different: a scattered kind of busyness that leaves you depleted. But thoughtfully combining meaningful experiences. Connecting things that matter to you so that doing one good thing pulls other good things along.

And something surprising happened. The resistance started weakening. Not because I suddenly became extraordinarily disciplined or developed superhuman willpower, but because life stopped feeling like a constant battle between duty and enjoyment. The two began meeting each other. The walk was still exercise, but now it was also learning, also spirituality, also my own quiet time for reflection. Time still passed, but it was no longer empty. It meant something.

In the end, what he taught me was not merely a productivity trick or a life hack to post on social media. It was a deeper understanding of human nature, of how we are built, and of what actually works and why.

The mind resists what feels empty, disconnected, and overwhelming. It fights against isolation, meaninglessness, and impossible demands. That is not a character flaw; that is wisdom.

But the mind moves more willingly–sometimes even joyfully–toward what feels meaningful, integrated, and manageable. Toward actions that connect to values we hold. Toward rhythms that feel like living rather than striving. Toward changes that fit the way a human being actually works.

Now, whenever I struggle to maintain a habit, I ask myself different questions. Not How can I force myself to do this? But:

  • How can I make this meaningful?
  • How can I connect this with something I already value?
  • How can I make the next step small enough to begin?
  • Who could I do this with?
  • What would make this feel like living rather than like duty?

Because perhaps sustainable discipline is not built through constant self-force and willpower and self-condemnation. Perhaps it is built by designing a life where good actions naturally fit the way a human being actually works. Where intention meets the mind’s own nature rather than fighting it.

You do not need to be stronger. You need to be wiser about how you live. And maybe that is the most liberating thing anyone ever told me.

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The Company Our Thoughts Keep

The Company Our Thoughts Keep

 

 

 

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He looked at me thoughtfully and asked, “Do our conversations shape our attitudes, or do our attitudes shape our conversations?”

At first, it sounded like one of those philosophical puzzles, like asking whether the chicken came first or the egg. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that this was not a theoretical question. It was deeply practical. It had everything to do with how we live, how we think, and how we become the kind of people we are.

He smiled and said, “It is a cycle. Each one feeds the other.”

That one sentence explained so much of what I had been observing in life.

Think about a person who constantly engages in negative conversations—complaints, criticisms, gossip, pessimistic talk. At first, it may seem harmless. Just a few comments here and there. Just casual talk. But slowly, something begins to change. Their conversations begin to shape their inner world. The topics they discuss start forming mental patterns. Those mental patterns begin shaping their feelings. Those feelings then influence their attitudes. And those attitudes, in turn, begin to shape the next set of conversations.

And so, the spiral continues: If the conversations are negative, the spiral goes downward. If the conversations are thoughtful, constructive, and hopeful, the spiral goes upward.

We often think emotions come from outside events. But in reality, they are often the product of a long chain of thoughts, words, and inner constructions.

Consider two colleagues working in the same office. The first spends much of his time saying things like: “This place is hopeless.” “The management is useless.” “No one here appreciates hard work.” “Everything is unfair.” At first, he says these things casually. But over time, these conversations begin to form his inner construction. Gradually, they influence how he perceives the workplace and interprets what happens around him. A delayed response from a manager becomes evidence of incompetence. A missed opportunity becomes proof of favoritism. A simple disagreement feels like disrespect. As his interpretations grow more negative, he feels increasingly frustrated and resentful. Those emotions shape his behavior: he becomes less engaged, more cynical, and more difficult to work with. His behavior, in turn, leads to more unpleasant interactions and disappointments. Eventually, his experience of the workplace becomes truly miserable, not necessarily because the workplace changed, but because his inner construction changed how he saw and responded to it.

The second colleague, working in the same office, speaks differently: “This project is tough, but I’ll learn something.” “Let me see what I can improve.” “Maybe I can help fix this issue.” “I should focus on what I can control.” Gradually, these conversations create a different inner world. They shape not only his emotions but also the lens through which he views events. A setback becomes a challenge to learn from. Critical feedback becomes useful information. A problem in the workplace becomes an opportunity to contribute rather than a reason to complain. Because he interprets events differently, he feels more stable, purposeful, and hopeful. Those feelings influence his behavior: he remains engaged, constructive, and cooperative. As a result, his relationships improve, and he is more likely to discover opportunities for growth and contribution. The office is the same, but his experience of it is profoundly different because his inner construction leads him to perceive, interpret, and respond to reality differently.

Same office. Same conditions. Two different spirals. The important insight is this: thoughts, feelings, conversations, and attitudes are not isolated. They form a self-reinforcing loop. Thoughts shape how we perceive events. Perceptions influence how we interpret them. Interpretations generate emotions. Emotions influence what we say. What we repeatedly say reinforces our attitudes. Our attitudes then shape the thoughts we think next.

This is why small, repeated conversations matter. What we repeatedly talk about becomes what we repeatedly think about. And what we repeatedly think about becomes what we eventually become.

The question then becomes: if this is a cycle, where do we intervene? We cannot always control our feelings. We cannot always control the first thought that appears. But we can often control our constructions and our actions. We can choose: What kind of conversation we engage in. What kind of topics do we encourage? What kind of words do we speak? What kind of thoughts do we feed?

If we change the part of the cycle that is most under our control, the rest begins to shift gradually. For example, a person may still feel angry inside. But if he consciously chooses calmer, more constructive words, those words begin to reshape his thinking. Over time, his feelings follow. This is why if we change the inner construction, the emotions will begin to calm down.

I once met a man who had a habit of complaining about his family. Every time we met, the conversation would revolve around what his wife had done wrong, what his children were not doing properly, and how ungrateful everyone was. One day, I gently suggested something. “For the next week,” I said, “try speaking about only one positive thing about your family each day. Just one.” He laughed. “There isn’t much to say.” “Still,” I insisted, “try.”

A week later, he returned, surprised. “I didn’t realize,” he said, “how much I was feeding my own negativity. When I forced myself to look for one good thing, I started noticing more good things. And strangely, I felt less angry.”

Nothing in his family had changed. Only his conversations had. But that was enough to begin changing his inner construction.

This idea also has a profound spiritual dimension. Every conversation we engage in, every thought we nurture, every attitude we adopt, shapes our inner self. And that inner self is what we will ultimately carry to our meeting with God. If a person spends years in negative, destructive conversations, those conversations are not lost. They are building a personality, a mindset, a character. And if a person spends years in thoughtful, purposeful, truthful conversations, those too are shaping a different kind of soul.

If someone wants to apply this insight, they can begin with three simple steps:

  • First, observe your conversations for one week. What do you talk about most? Complaints? People? Problems? Ideas? Solutions? Gratitude?
  • Second, choose one area to improve. For example, reduce gossip. Increase discussions about ideas, learning, or solutions.
  • Third, introduce one positive conversation daily. It could be about a book, a lesson, a value, a reflection, or even a moment of gratitude.

Over time, these small changes begin to reshape the inner world.

Transformation rarely begins with dramatic decisions. It often begins with small, repeated choices. A different sentence. A different topic. A different perspective. A different response. These small shifts gradually change the construction of the mind. And when the construction changes, feelings begin to calm, attitudes begin to soften, and behavior begins to transform.

In the end, the question is not just: “What are you talking about today?” The deeper question is: “What kind of person are your conversations quietly shaping you into?”

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When Your Workplace Doesn’t Support Your Character

When Your Workplace Doesn’t Support Your Character

 

 

 

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“I want my work environment to help me grow,” I said. “I want to be around people who contribute positively to my character. But where I’m working right now, that just isn’t happening. Should I leave and look for a better place—or should I compromise and stay?”

He didn’t rush to answer. He rarely did. “Let me begin by saying something uncomfortable,” he said. “Most character is not built in supportive environments. It is built in testing ones.”

That wasn’t the answer I was hoping for. He explained that many of life’s tests arrive not as dramatic moral dilemmas, but as ordinary situations—offices, colleagues, daily interactions—that quietly challenge who we are becoming. We often imagine that growth will happen when everything around us aligns with our ideals, but that ideal environment, he said, is rare. “If you wait for a place where everyone is ethical, honest, and self-aware,” he said, “you may wait a very long time.”

He paused, then added, “Your task is not to find the perfect environment. Your task is to become the best version of yourself wherever you are placed.”

That reframed things for me.

He was careful, though, to draw an important distinction. Not every difficult environment should be endured. “There is a difference,” he said, “between an environment that does not support goodness and one that actively blocks it.” If a workplace forces dishonesty, demands unethical actions, prevents prayer or core moral obligations, or coerces wrongdoing, then staying becomes harmful. In such cases, he said, leaving is not weakness—it is clarity. “But if people around you lie,” he continued, “and you are not forced to lie; if they gossip, but you are not compelled to participate; if they dislike honesty, but cannot stop you from practicing it—then that environment is not preventing your growth. It is testing it.”

That distinction mattered deeply. I thought of small daily moments: being tempted to exaggerate, staying silent when others mock someone, choosing not to join casual dishonesty. These moments felt insignificant at the time, but he made me see them differently. “These are not inconveniences,” he said. “They are opportunities.”

He told me not to underestimate the quiet power of principled presence. Standing humbly on values—without arrogance, without preaching—can slowly soften people. Not always. Not predictably. But often enough to matter. “Human hearts,” he said, “are not sealed shut. They are influenced by consistency.”

He shared an example of someone who worked for years in a morally lax environment. He didn’t correct people publicly. He didn’t shame anyone. He simply refused to compromise. Over time, colleagues began to trust him with sensitive matters, to avoid unethical shortcuts around him, and even to defend him when pressure arose. “That didn’t happen because he argued,” he said. “It happened because he endured.”

At the same time, he didn’t romanticize suffering. If a more supportive environment becomes available—one aligned with your work, values, and growth—then seeking it is not only acceptable but can also be wise. “I would recommend it,” he said plainly. “There is no virtue in choosing unnecessary hardship.”

But he warned against leaving merely because others are flawed. “If every time you encounter moral weakness you withdraw,” he said, “you will never develop moral strength.”

That line stayed with me.

He also reminded me that growth is rarely linear. I would fail at times. I would react poorly. I would lose patience. The work, he said, is not perfection but return—returning to clarity, to humility, to intention. “Every failure,” he said, “is an invitation to realign.”

I realized then that my desire for a character-building environment was valid—but incomplete. I expected the environment to handle the work I was responsible for.

He ended with a quiet encouragement. “If you are not being forced to abandon truth,” he said, “and you are not being prevented from doing what you know is right, then you are standing exactly where growth can happen.”

And if, one day, I chose to leave for a better place, I would do so not out of frustration—but out of maturity. Frustration reacts; maturity discerns. Frustration says, “I can’t take this anymore.” Maturity says, “I have learned what I needed, and now I choose differently.”

That day, I understood something essential: Character is not built where values are easy. It is built where values are chosen—again and again—without applause. And sometimes, the workplace that challenges you the most is the one shaping you the deepest.

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The Choice That Never Leaves

The Choice that Never Leaves

 

 

 

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He said it quietly, almost as if stating a fact no one likes to hear. “The choice never disappears.”

I looked up. “Even after everything that’s happened to a person?”

“Especially then,” he replied. He explained that once a human being reaches the age of moral awareness—when they can distinguish right from wrong—they are never stripped of choice. The ability to use that choice may be weak. The skill to act on it may be underdeveloped. But the choice itself remains. “And that,” he said, “is precisely why life becomes a test.”

I pushed back. “But what about childhood? Trauma? Environment? Surely those things determine a lot.”

“They explain a lot,” he agreed. “They don’t decide everything.” He explained the difference carefully. Childhood experiences, parenting styles, social pressure, and environment all shape tendencies. They tilt the field. They make certain responses more likely. “But likelihood is not destiny,” he said.  A child raised in chaos may find calm difficult. A child raised in neglect may struggle with trust. A child raised in fear may default to a defensive stance. “These are real disadvantages,” he said. “But they are not the erasure of choice.”

He warned me about a subtle but dangerous shift that happens in adult life. “At some point,” he said, “explanation quietly turns into excuse.” We begin by saying, that is why I am like this. Then we slide into, “that is why I cannot be otherwise.”

“That second sentence,” he said, “kills responsibility.” He offered a thought experiment, “Imagine cause and effect were absolute,” he said. “So strong that no choice remained. In that world, a kind person would be kind only because they had a good childhood. A cruel person would be cruel only because they were harmed.”

“Then where is justice?” he asked. Praise would become meaningless. Blame would become pointless.  Moral effort would be an illusion. “If no one can choose,” he said, “no one can be accountable.” That, he explained, is why choice is non-negotiable in any moral universe. “God’s justice,” he said, “depends on human agency.”

If choice truly vanished, then punishment would be oppression, and reward would be favoritism. The entire moral structure would collapse. “So choice,” he said, “is not a burden. It’s an honor.”

I thought about how often people say, That is just how I am.

He corrected me gently. “No. That is how you are right now.” He explained that many people don’t lack choice—they lack patience with growth. “They expect immediate transformation,” he said. “When it doesn’t happen, they declare it impossible.” But moral development doesn’t work like a switch. It works like training a muscle that has been unused. “You don’t blame the muscle,” he said. “You train it.”

He shared an example from his own life. “There was a habit I hated in myself,” he said. “I understood it. I traced it back to my past. I could explain it perfectly.”

“So why didn’t you stop?” I asked.

“Because understanding feels like action,” he replied. “But it’s not.” For a long time, explanations gave him relief without change. Only when he accepted that the responsibility was still his did anything begin to shift. “Slowly,” he said. “Painfully. But honestly.”

Then he turned the lens outward.

“There is a grave problem,” he said, “when people stop looking at themselves.” When everything wrong is always someone else’s fault. When every failure is blamed on circumstances. When every flaw is traced outward, never inward. “This mindset,” he said, “feels comforting. But it destroys growth.” Because growth requires ownership. And ownership requires accepting that, even with all constraints, something is still in your hands.

He wasn’t dismissing hardship. He wasn’t minimizing trauma. He was saying something harder. “Your past may explain the slope,” he said. “But you still choose how you climb.” And climbing is always harder than sliding.

As we ended, he said something that felt both heavy and liberating. “Don’t obsess over what shaped you,” he said. “Focus on what is shaping you now.” Every moment of awareness is a renewed test. Every realization is a new opening. Every pause before reaction is proof that choice is still alive. And perhaps that is the quiet truth most people avoid: You may not be responsible for what happened to you. But once you see yourself clearly, you become responsible for what you do next.

That responsibility is not cruelty. It is dignity.

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Learning: A Natural and Evolving Process

Learning: A Natural and Evolving Process

 

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Recently, while sitting beside my grandson—who will soon be two years old—I found myself pondering the mystery of human development. At his age, he still can’t form complete sentences. Yet, surrounded by people who speak, he listens, learns, and experiments with sounds. We are not overly concerned about his current communication abilities. We understand that if he’s a normal, healthy child, the words will start to come. It’s just a matter of time, nourishment, and environment.

This is how nature teaches us one of life’s most important lessons: learning is a gradual process, not a sudden leap.

The Evolving Rhythm of Growth

Every genuine learning process follows a natural rhythm. Skills develop through practice, exposure, and repetition. Just as speech blossoms after many failed attempts at words, so do other abilities—such as understanding, patience, discipline, or faith. Expecting instant mastery is to misunderstand how human growth works.

The natural process requires us to build a healthy environment, provide encouragement, and give time. Shortcuts, on the other hand, often produce fragile illusions of growth that break down under pressure.

The Danger of Pretending

One of the biggest risks in learning—or in character building—is the temptation to show results before they are genuinely there. We want others to believe we have improved, so we imitate fluency, exaggerate strengths, or put on a polished front.

But this pretense fosters a subtle duplicity: the exterior we present doesn’t align with the inner self we cultivate. Over time, this gap between appearance and reality erodes integrity, making us more focused on impressions than authentic growth.

Trusting the Process

The lesson is straightforward but deep:

  • Growth happens naturally when we nurture it with patience.
  • Progress shows when practice is consistent.
  • Authenticity is more important than appearances.

Just as a child’s first words cannot be hurried, our deeper learning in life—whether intellectual, emotional, or spiritual—needs time, sincerity, and trust in the process. Forcing it or faking it means losing the core of what learning is meant to be: a journey of becoming, not just a performance of seeming.

 

Reflection

  • Where in your life do you feel pressured to demonstrate results before your inner process has fully developed?
  • How can you realign with the natural rhythm of growth?
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OVERTURNING OUR

“IMMUNITY TO CHANGE”

Introduction

After completing a training workshop[1], invariably I get calls from participants who express concern about why they tend to ignore practicing the different concepts they have learned, even after comprehending them and agreeing with them. For instance, they would ask why they face difficulty in practicing the various guidelines of “effective conversations” or “expressing appreciation and disagreements” in their everyday lives. The same phenomenon can also be observed in corporate trainings. Almost 90% of training workshops conducted in the corporate sector, rated very highly immediately after completion, fail to bring about any significant and consistent change in the participants. Why is it so? Are the participants so utterly devoid of commitment? Motivation? Will power? Does the problem lie with team cultures? Do organizational environments discourage such transformations? Or is the resistance to making a change a natural phenomenon?

My short answer to such questions is that reading and understanding a book on Emotional Intelligence and being Emotionally Intelligent are two entirely different phenomena requiring different capacities from us. A more detailed answer, however, is given below:

There are two kinds of problems we face: “Technical Challenges” and “Adaptive Challenges.”[2]

In a Technical challenge, the skillset required to overcome the challenge is generally well-known. A strong desire to overcome the challenge, access to the necessary information about the skillset, the opportunity to learn that skillset, and a commitment to put in the required effort are likely to allow one to overcome such challenges[3].

Adaptive challenges, on the other hand, require a change in the mindset, attitudes, assumptions, and beliefs of the person trying to tackle them[4]. It may be interesting to note that one’s mindset, attitudes, assumptions, and beliefs constitute one’s psychological “self” or “identity.” As a result, overcoming an Adaptive challenge, in a way, puts one’s current psychological “self” and “identity” at risk. This is where our “psychological immune system” comes into play.

Like its biological counterpart, which protects our biological “identity” and “self,” our psychological immune system protects our psychological “identity” and “self.”

When we tackle Adaptive challenges, our psychological immune system is on high alert to protect us from destroying our psychological “self” and “identity” and to protect us from the consequent psychological pain, suffering, or even “death.” Also, like the biological immune system – which, for instance, can severely obstruct adaptability in organ transplants and, thus, work against the very system it was meant to protect – our psychological immune system, if not kept in check, can block any changes we know are desirable and, sometimes, even necessary for our psychological growth and wellbeing.

Overcoming an Adaptive challenge requires one to be committed to learning a new behavior, on the one hand, while also being willing to risk one’s current identity and psychological “self” to develop a new and improved identity and psychological “self,” on the other.

Another aspect of Technical and Adaptive challenges that makes the situation more complex is that some challenges can be Technical for one person and Adaptive for another. One person may find it sufficient to get information about maintaining a healthy lifestyle for actually maintaining one. Another person may have all the information about maintaining a healthy lifestyle but find it irresistible to avoid eating sweets whenever they are in sight.

The difference between Adaptive and Technical challenges makes it imperative that we 1) recognize them as two separate challenges, 2) know how to diagnose and separate them from each other, and 3) treat them differently.

For Technical problems, the solution lies in disseminating and delivering the required information by organizing training programs and workshops. Adaptive problems, on the other hand, require us to make conscious and intentional alterations in our mindsets, attitudes, assumptions, and beliefs.

But how does one achieve that?

Two developmental psychologists at Harvard – Robert Kegan and Lisa L. Lahey – and their colleagues developed and refined the answer to this question. Our workshop, “Overturning our Immunity to Change,” is based on their answer.

 

Video Introduction

 

 

 

[1] The topics of my workshops are generally related to character development and moral uplifting.

[2] See “The Practice of Adaptive Leadership” by Ronald Heifetz

[3] Such challenges may include learning to fly a plane, becoming a chef, a surgeon, a typist, reading a book on Emotional Intelligence, etc.

[4] Such challenges may include being more emotionally intelligent, developing a healthy lifestyle, being more mindful of the impact of one’s actions on others, overcoming an addiction, being more empathic with oneself and others, etc.

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The Making of a Good Human Being

Close to the border of Punjab and Sindh lies the city of Rahim Yar Khan. I had to travel there from Lahore on the 8th of December, 2019. I had to conduct a workshop session there, the next day. This time, the topic was “Our Impact on those Around Us.”

One of the discomforts that I have to face because of traveling is due to my own finical and restricted taste in food. I don’t like eating out. So, sometimes I try to make do on fresh fruits or even a packet of potato chips. 9th December was one such day. After having completed my session, I returned to my room at the Sadiq Club. I asked the manager on duty if I could get an egg sandwich. I was informed that the club did not have an in-house kitchen. So, I decided to take a walk to a nearby shop and get myself a packet of potato chips and a lemon malt. The shop was hardly 250 meters away from where I was staying.

As I started my walk back, after my shopping, I was a little startled as a young boy on a motorbike halted right beside me. A sudden storm of thoughts flooded my mind. Was he going to snatch the bag of my potato chips and lemon malt? Was I being robbed? Abducted? As the storm subsided, I realized that the boy was too frail to abduct me. There was nothing in his hands even remotely resembling a weapon, so a robbery was also not a possibility. Finally, having come to a complete halt, he was not in a position to snatch the bag from my hand.

As I returned to reality from my adventurous imaginations, I heard him say: “Uncle, sit. I’ll give you a ride.” Surprised at his offer, I told him: “I am staying at this club, it is just a few meters away.” He said: “I’ll drop you wherever you want to go.” Not able to control my curiosity, I asked: “Why do you want to help me, son?” I was pleasantly surprised, when he replied: “Because I want to be a good human being.” Lost for words, I silently sat behind him on his motorbike.

It was a very short companionship, yet a very impactful one.

Within a few seconds, we had stopped at the gate of the club where I was staying. Again, for the lack of anything better that came to my mind, I heard myself saying, “Son, can I give you some money?” He smiled and said, “No. No. That will spoil everything.” I asked him, “Spoil what?” He replied, “My effort to be a good human being.” I asked him again, “Seriously, why did you help me?” He replied, “My father used to tell me to help others, in whatever way I can. He used to say, ‘it is best that you help strangers, whom you are not even likely to meet again, as that will keep your heart clear of any expectations of a return.’ That, he used to say, is what makes a good human being.”

That was the last that I saw that young boy. As I was walking to my room, I was thinking about his father. He must have been an unusual man. In these times, when most parents only want to know about their child’s grades and scores, he was an exceptional parent, who ignited a very different aspiration in his son’s mind.

I entered my room and started preparing to review the material for my session scheduled for the next day. As I opened my files, the title of the session caught my eyes: “Our Impact on those Around Us.”

The smiling face of the young boy was clear in my mind.

December 15, 2019
(Bahawalpur, Pakistan)

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