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Your Role Is Influence, Not Control

Your Role Is Influence, Not Control

 

 

 

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I said it with a mixture of frustration and disappointment. “I’ve explained this so many times,” I told him. “I’ve tried different approaches. I’ve been patient. I’ve been firm. I’ve reasoned with them. I’ve reminded them. But nothing changes.”

He listened without interrupting.

“I honestly don’t know what else I’m supposed to do,” I said, after waiting for almost a minute.

He remained silent for a moment. It was as though he wanted the question to settle before responding. Then he asked quietly, “What is it that you’re trying to achieve?”

The question seemed too obvious. “I want them to change,” I replied.

He nodded, but instead of responding, he asked another question. “And do you think that is your responsibility?”

I looked at him, slightly puzzled. “What do you mean? If I care about someone, of course I want them to change.”

“I didn’t ask what you wanted,” he said gently. “I asked whether it is your responsibility.”

I wasn’t sure how to answer. Until that moment, I had never separated the two. Caring for someone and wanting them to change had always seemed inseparable. If someone I loved was making poor decisions, wasn’t it natural to feel responsible for helping them become different?

Perhaps he sensed my confusion. “Tell me,” he said, “have you ever changed simply because someone else wanted you to?”

I smiled sheepishly and said, “No.”

“What made you change?” He asked.

I thought for a while. “Usually…” I said slowly, “I changed when I became convinced that I needed to.”

He nodded again. “So the real decision was yours.”

“Yes.”

“And yet,” he continued, “you expect other people to change merely because you have explained something well.”

I laughed quietly. When he put it that way, it sounded surprisingly unreasonable.

He wasn’t suggesting that explanations don’t matter. Of course they do. Advice can illuminate something we have failed to notice. A sincere conversation can open a door that had remained closed. Sometimes another person’s words become the beginning of a profound change. But none of those things actually cause the change. At best, they invite it. That distinction had never been clear to me before.

He seemed to notice the thought forming in my mind. “You can present an idea,” he said. “You can explain it patiently. You can answer questions. You can even become an example of what you are trying to teach. But you cannot decide on another person’s behalf.”

For a while neither of us spoke. As I reflected on his words, something uncomfortable began to surface. The truth was that I wasn’t merely trying to help. I was trying to make sure they changed. Until that moment, I had never admitted that to myself. I had described my efforts as concern, sincerity, or care. And all of those were genuine. But hidden beneath them was another expectation, one I had never questioned. If I explained things clearly enough… If I found the right words… If I remained patient long enough… Surely they would change.

Looking back, I realized that most of my frustration had not come from their behavior. It had come from the gap between my expectation and reality.

He offered an example. “Imagine a father whose son is making poor choices. The father stays awake at night thinking, ‘Perhaps I haven’t explained it well enough. Maybe I need to speak more firmly. Maybe I need one more conversation.'” He paused for a while and then said, “Do you think the father’s desire is wrong?”

“No,” I replied immediately.

“Neither do I,” he said. “His love is real. His concern is real. But if he begins to believe that his son’s transformation depends entirely upon him, love quietly turns into something else.”

“Control?” I offered.

He smiled and said, “Yes.”

The word lingered in my mind. Control rarely announces itself. It often disguises itself as concern. We convince ourselves that we are simply trying to help, while quietly expecting another person to become who we think they should be. When they don’t, disappointment slowly becomes frustration, frustration becomes pressure, and pressure begins to damage the very relationship we were trying to protect.

I sat there thinking about conversations I had repeated over and over again. Each time, I believed I was offering guidance. But each unsuccessful attempt felt strangely personal, as though their decision reflected my own failure. Now I was beginning to understand why.

I had unconsciously taken responsibility for something that had never belonged to me.

He broke the silence. “You can influence people,” he said. “Sometimes deeply. Sometimes for a lifetime. But influence and control are not the same thing.”

I repeated the sentence quietly to myself. Influence… Not control. For the first time, I realized that I had spent years confusing the two. Perhaps that is why I had become so exhausted. Trying to influence someone requires sincerity, wisdom, and patience. Trying to control them requires carrying a burden no human being was ever meant to carry.

As we stood to leave, he said one final thing. “The moment you believe that another person’s change is your responsibility, you begin carrying a weight that does not belong to you.”

I walked away thinking about that. Maybe the deepest form of care is not found in trying to control another person’s journey, but in faithfully offering what we can, while respecting that the journey itself is still theirs.

Until that day, I had believed that caring meant making sure people changed. Now I was beginning to see that caring and controlling are not the same thing.

And perhaps wisdom begins when we finally learn the difference.

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A Major Hindrance in Reorganizing Our Lives

A Major Hindrance in Reorganizing Our Lives

 

 

 

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I said it hesitantly, almost apologetically, “I’m trying to be more regular with my prayers,” I told him. “Especially Fajr. And that means I want to sleep by ten. But people around me don’t understand. Weekend gatherings run late. Family wants late-night dinners, movies, and long sittings. When I say no, it feels like I’m hurting them. And then I’m confused. Aren’t we supposed to fulfill both God’s rights and people’s rights?”

He listened quietly. Then he said something that immediately eased the tension inside me. He said, “Don’t expect immediate support for a change that has only happened inside you.”

Those words stayed in my mind.

He explained that whenever a genuine inner change happens—especially a religious or moral one—it creates a mismatch with the existing social setup. Families, routines, friendships, and unspoken expectations are all built around the old version of us. When we change, the environment doesn’t automatically update itself. “You’re not living on an island,” he said. “You’re living inside a social system that had its own rhythm before your change.”

That reframed everything. I had been interpreting resistance as rejection: they don’t respect my faith. But he showed me another angle: resistance is often just lag. The change has occurred in one place, not everywhere.

He warned me against a common mistake. “If you become rigid too quickly,” he said, “you’ll exhaust yourself. And if you demand that others immediately adjust to you, you’ll strain relationships.”

That hit home. I had been oscillating between guilt and defiance: either forcing myself to attend late gatherings and missing Fajr, or withdrawing completely and feeling resentful. Both felt wrong.

“What should I do then?” I asked after a while.

“Adapt first. Communicate later.” He explained that the early stages of change require humility, patience, and gradual adjustment. Not dramatic declarations. Not moral pressure on others. Not framing everything as right versus wrong. “Sometimes,” he said, “you quietly absorb the discomfort yourself.”

He shared an example from his own life. When he first tried to restructure his sleep around Fajr, it disrupted everything: family dinners, social invitations, even his own body clock. There were nights when he struggled to fall asleep early, and mornings when he woke up exhausted. It wasn’t smooth or ideal. “But over time,” he said, “the system adjusted.” Children stopped waiting for him at late dinners. Friends stopped insisting. Not because he demanded it, but because his consistency gave the change a clear rationale. “That consistency,” he said, “wasn’t aggressive. It was calm.”

That distinction mattered.

He emphasized something subtle but powerful: the change belongs to you. The burden of adjustment initially belongs to you, too. “When the change is internal,” he said, “the flexibility has to be external.”

Instead of saying, You should understand, he suggested asking questions: “Do you think this is a good change?” “Do you think waking for Fajr matters?” “Can we adjust a little, even if not fully?”

Not debates. Conversations. Not sermons. Shared reflection. He also cautioned against all-or-nothing thinking. “You don’t have to attend every late gathering,” he said. “And you don’t have to boycott life either.” Some events will be unavoidable. Some compromises temporary. Some nights imperfect. That doesn’t invalidate the direction you’re moving in. “Lifestyle change,” he reminded me, “is not a switch. It’s a slope.”

Then he addressed the guilt I hadn’t fully articulated. “Fulfilling people’s rights does not mean living against your conscience,” he said. “And fulfilling God’s rights does not require emotional harshness.”

That sentence felt like balance returning.

He explained that people’s rights are violated when there is neglect, disrespect, or cruelty, not when someone makes a reasonable boundary rooted in responsibility. “You’re not rejecting people,” he said. “You’re reorganizing your life.” And reorganization always looks inconvenient at first.

He urged gradualism. If sleeping at ten feels impossible, sleep at ten-thirty. If Fajr is early, pray and rest again. Build momentum instead of demanding perfection. “Drastic change often collapses,” he said. “Gradual change stabilizes.”

The most important part came at the end: “Don’t make this about whether they approve,” he said. “Make it about whether you can sustain it.” Approval may come later. Or it may not. Either way, wisdom lies in staying gentle, flexible, and consistent, without apologizing for caring about your relationship with God.

As I sat with his words, something inside me softened. I realized I had been asking the wrong question. Rather than asking Why aren’t they supporting me? I should have asked, How can I walk this path without losing myself or them?

Faith, I realized, is not only about devotion. It is also about patience, wisdom, and timing. And sometimes, the most faithful thing you can do is change quietly, allowing the world to catch up.

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When Standards Become One’s Own

When Standards Become One’s Own

 

 

 

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I asked him something that had been weighing on me for a long time. “If I want my children to grow up within certain standards,” I said, “how do I make sure those standards actually stay with them?”

He didn’t hesitate. “You start much earlier than you think,” he said. “You start before the child is even born.”

I looked at him, slightly confused.

“The standards you want your children to live by,” he continued, “you must begin cultivating them inside yourself first.”

That landed quietly—but firmly.

He explained that children do not first encounter values through instruction. They encounter them through exposure. Through watching. Through living in an atmosphere where certain ways of being are normal. “The way you speak,” he said. “The way you eat. The way you treat elders. The way you respond to frustration. All of that is education.” Long before a child understands rules, he assimilates patterns. Then he pointed to a stage that every parent eventually faces. “There will come a time,” he said, “when your child will begin to question the standards.” Why do I have to sit like this at the table? Why should I always respect elders? Why should I care about the younger ones? “This questioning,” he said, “is not defiance. It is growth.”

I felt a quiet relief hearing that.

“This stage,” he continued, “is not tied to a fixed age. Some children reach it early, some later. Emotional and intellectual maturity unfold at their own pace.” Trying to force that pace, he warned, creates more damage than we realize. “If you want standards to be internalized rationally,” he said, “this is where most people go wrong.” Instead of engaging, we start instructing. Instead of listening, we start explaining. Instead of exploring, we start preaching.

He shook his head. “Values don’t enter through lectures,” he said. “They enter through conversations.” He introduced an approach that immediately resonated with me. “The Socratic method,” he said, “is unmatched here.” Not telling a child what to think, but asking questions that help him discover why something matters. Why do you think eating together is important? How would you feel if someone ignored you at the table? What kind of home do you want to live in? “These questions,” he said, “create agency.” The child begins to form his own perspective. He is no longer following a rule because someone more powerful said so. He is following it because it has started to feel meaningful.

He made a distinction that stayed with me. “When a child follows a standard only because his father or mother said so,” he said, “that standard lasts only as long as authority is present.” The moment the parent is not watching—or the moment something more attractive appears—the rule dissolves.

“Why?” I asked.

“Because it was never his value.” For a value to become one’s own, he explained, it must become attractive. Not externally enforced, but internally chosen. “And that,” he said, “requires maturity.” Intellectual maturity—to understand reasons. Emotional maturity—to tolerate discomfort and delay. “These don’t appear overnight,” he said. “And they cannot be rushed.” Trying to accelerate maturity, he warned, often does the opposite. It creates resistance. Confusion. Delays the very growth we want. “It’s a strange cycle,” he said. “Break it at one point, and the damage spreads everywhere.”

He gave me an example that felt painfully familiar: A child is constantly told to be respectful. He hears it daily. But he watches adults speak harshly, interrupt each other, and mock people they disagree with. “What lesson do you think sticks?” he asked.

Not the instruction. The culture of the environment. Children are extraordinarily sensitive to contradiction. When values are spoken but not lived, they quietly conclude that values are decorative—not real.

I realized how often we try to teach values that we haven’t fully inhabited ourselves. We lecture about patience while being impatient. We demand honesty while practicing convenience. We speak about respect while modeling contempt. He said it plainly. “Children don’t resist values,” he said. “They resist inconsistency.”

As the conversation went on, something else became clear. This process was not one-sided. “Parents don’t just develop children,” he said. “Children develop parents, too.” Their questions force us to reflect on things we’ve never examined. Their curiosity exposes gaps in our own understanding. Their challenges invite us to grow. “This,” he said, “is a mutual developmental journey.” And perhaps that is the hardest part. Because it requires humility—not control.

As I sat with everything he had said, one thought kept returning. Standards cannot be installed. They have to be grown. Slowly. Patiently. Through living, questioning, and shared reflection.

And the most honest realization of all was this: If I want my children to adopt certain values, I must first be willing to let those values continue to develop within me.

Not as rules I impose—but as a life I live.

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“At Least My Hands Are Clean.”

At Least My Hands Are Clean

 

 

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We were driving through the city when he lowered the window and casually tossed a wrapper onto the road. It was a small movement—almost automatic. I didn’t react immediately. I had seen this scene too many times to be startled by it. After a few seconds, I asked gently, “Would you do the same if this were the floor of your living room?”

He looked at me, slightly confused. “Of course not,” came the quick reply. “This is the road.”

“And whose home is this road?” I asked. There was a pause. The question wasn’t expected. “This is our home too,” I added. “The streets, the corners, the spaces between buildings—this is where our lives unfold. Just as we don’t like filth inside our houses, these streets also deserve that same respect.”

He sighed and said what I had heard countless times before, “But what difference does it make if I don’t throw it? Look around—everything is already dirty. One wrapper from me won’t change anything.”

I nodded slowly. “That’s exactly the sentence that has built this mess—one wrapper won’t change anything. But have you ever thought of it this way: if you don’t throw it, one person’s share of this filth disappears?”

He remained silent. “My not throwing it may not clean the entire city,” I continued, “but it will ensure that I didn’t contribute to this dirt. And sometimes, that is where real change begins.”

We drove past a drain overflowing with garbage—plastic bags, cups, leftover food. A stray cat stood at the edge, hesitating to cross. I pointed toward it. “Every piece of trash here came from someone who thought their single act didn’t matter,” I said. “But nothing here arrived alone.”

He shifted uncomfortably. “In our homes,” I went on, “we teach children not to litter. We scold them if they drop things on the floor. We say, ‘This is our house—keep it clean.’ But the moment they step outside, we silently teach them a different lesson: This place doesn’t belong to us.”

He finally said, “So you think my stopping will really make a difference?”

“Yes,” I said. “Not immediately. Not dramatically. But meaningfully.”

I shared a small story. Once, in another city, I had seen an elderly man walking with a stick. Every few steps, he would stop, bend down with effort, and pick up a bottle or wrapper from the roadside. Someone once asked him why he bothered when others kept throwing trash right back. His answer was simple, “I am not responsible for the city. I am responsible for myself.”

That sentence had stayed with me. “When you decide not to throw trash,” I told him, “you are making one powerful declaration: I will not be part of the problem. And that is not a small thing.”

He looked out of the window again, as if seeing the streets differently now. “Imagine,” I continued, “if this thought entered our homes, our schools, our offices—‘I will not contribute to the dirt.’ Not just physical dirt, but moral dirt, social dirt, relational dirt.”

The other person raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean?”

“In families,” I explained, “when we choose not to add to arguments, when we refuse to spread bitterness, we are keeping our inner environment clean. In society, when we refuse to lie, cheat, or exploit, we are keeping the collective space clean. The same rule applies everywhere: My contribution matters—even if I stand alone.”

He grew thoughtful. “I never saw it that way,” came the quiet reply. “If we all waited for the entire nation to change first,” I said, “nothing would ever change. But when an individual says, ‘My hands will remain clean, regardless of what others do,’ that individual becomes a silent force.”

I paused and added softly, “And God does not ask us to clean the whole world. He asks us to purify our own intent and our own actions.”

He slowly picked up another wrapper from inside the car and held it rather than throwing it away. “Maybe,” the voice said, almost to itself, “my not throwing it won’t clean the city… but at least this dirt won’t be because of me.”

I smiled. “And that is enough to begin.”

As we drove on, nothing about the city had changed. The streets were still dusty. The drains were still clogged. But something small had shifted inside the car—a quiet decision had been made. And I knew: when enough people start saying, ‘My contribution will be clean, not filthy,’ the outside world, sooner or later, is forced to follow the inside.

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